"if you don't know what you want, you end up with a lot you don't"

For the life of me, I do not understand why I've been thinking (or even quite honestly... obsessing) over the opposite sex. It might have been the blood flowing out of my uterus, but I definitely have been focused on men. I guess just kind of going over exactly what I want in a potential mate. So, since all of this has been floating around in my head for a while... I'm just going to unload all of it on you.. my blog readers, if there's anyone out there that actually cares, which I'm assuming that no one but me does. BUT REGARDLESS, I'm going to start off by naming my top five... "most attractive men" so that you can kind of get a visual of my "type." So, I suppose I'll name them in order of attractiveness... Dirk Mai, Robert Pattinson, James Magnussen, Cory La Quay and Bradley Cooper. I feel like they all kind of have the "essence" of the type of the guys that I'm attracted to. I've actually had most of this written down before I even had my first boyfriend, and it's definitely been added to since. I think it's important for me to know what I want... much like the title says.

physical
beautiful smile.
long, crooked and big nose.
shaggy brunette.
facial hair/scruff.
pretty eyes... typically not brown.
taller than me.
strong enough to be able to pick me up.
tattoos.

personality

knows exactly who he is and what he wants out of life

has confidence in himself

listens to his heart

driven, passionate and determined

thinks outside of the typical society mindset

loves his job/future job

liberal and not apart of any organized religion 

opinionated

in love with music

believes in love

creative

open-minded and accepting 

has goals and dreams

loves, respects and gets along with his mother (and so do I)

good listener

into modifications/tattoos

will get tattoos with me

handyman; not too lazy

dominate personality

funny sarcastic asshole humor

loves watching movies

loves cuddling/holding hands

likes to read; intellectual

loves camping and traveling

loves children; wants children

dog-person; wants dogs

lives for himself and thinks for himself

believes in me, inspires me and supports me

isn't afraid to call me on my shit; not afraid to hurt my feelings

will talk to me about everything

will allow me to pour my heart into his

will love me unconditionally

gets along with my family; compliments my family

I get along with his family

will ask my father for my hand in marriage

is good with brittanie; gets along with brittanie

a powerful physical connection

knows how to fuck me nicely

expresses love toward me/affectionate

compliments me… 

I'm looking for someone to grow with. 

I looking for someone that won't take us too seriously. 

I need to be with someone that knows who they are, who has opinions, has favorites, has goals and is driven. 

I don't think I could ever date someone that doesn't know what road they on; let alone who they are. 

I want someone that's similar to me, but also different than me. I don't want to date myself, but I want someone that will compliment me. 

I'm looking for the guy that I fall asleep next to and wake up next to.

I'm looking for the guy that's the funniest person I know.

I'm looking for the guy that's the best sex of my life. 

I'm looking for the guy that'll go out and get tattoos with me. 

I'm looking for the guy that'll take lame photo-booth pictures with me. 

I'm looking for the guy that gets me. 

I'm looking for the guy that understands me. (even as difficult as it is)

I'm looking for the guy that'll accept me for exactly who I am.

I'm looking for the guy that's my best friend.

I'm looking for the guy that I can share myself and my life with.

I'm looking for my equal….